Well, thank god that's over and done with!
I finally mustered the courage yesterday evening to tell one of my bosses (the nice one) that I'm not coming back after Christmas. I thought he was going to take it badly, but he was actually quite good about it.
He did say that I'm leaving at a bad time, right in the middle of a project, but he was glad with such early notice because he said they can really prepare for the project with that in mind.
He didn't think a year's sabbatical was feasible, though, but I'm not really bothered about that anyway. It looked better to ask for it, more than anything.
I told him that I wasnt planning on giving official notice to my other boss (yes, that fecker!) for another month or so, but he wants me to tell him as soon as possible. Ugh!
So, a weight has been lifted. I know I was silly for dreading it, but I just hate giving my notice. I still have 4 long months to go, but at least they know now...
Lying in bed last night, one thing hit me.....
Now, that this is all becoming a reality....
I reeeeeeallly need to start saving!!!!!!!!!